ok...i promise to not stay away for too long....i really love you guys...even when i'm exploding





and i mean EVERYONE here (yes, tomguy...that includes you)





been drinking and doing (probably too much) illicite substances whilst trying to prepare myself for friday...that's when we bury my mother's ashes. i managed to speak at her chapel service. it was hard, but i did it.



this whole grieving thing just sucks. and yet, i'm glad it does. it shows me how much i really loved my mother.



*reaches for another sip of wine*



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"They blamed it on the Islamic fanatics, at the time. [...] That was when they suspended the Constitution. They said it would be temporary."-Handmaid's Tale