Scots, it gets worse before it gets better but having to wait so many days from the time of your moms death till the day you say your final peace is very very difficult IMO. After Friday, slowly, you will begin to feel the sun on your face once again. She will never be far away.

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What difference does it make to the dead, the orphans and the homeless, whether the mad destruction is wrought under the name of totalitarianism or the holy name of liberty or democracy?

Mahatma Gandhi (1869 - 1948), "Non-Violence in Peace and War"